Day 8: Be Here To Love Me
This is actually a relatively obscure documentary I’ve seen before but hey, make your own list.
Townes Van Zandt lived the life on the road. He was a musician who had a heart, and he sang until he died. Born in Texas in the 40s, Townes was a middle class child who got an early interest in music. He bought a guitar and started playing. He also began drugs very early. He would be found passed out from glue overdoses at his academy. Because of his wild behavior, he was sent to a mental institution that wiped away a lot of his memory with electroshock therapy. After that, he married and played in local clubs in Houston. Then Townes hit the road. He wrote prolifically with sad ballads like “Waitin’ ‘Round to Die” and “Pancho and Lefty”. His music began to explode, but only in his cult following.
In Townes’s tumultuous life, he married three times. He recorded numeroud albums, many of which are still out there, unreleased. He wrote classics that were covered by the likes of Emmylou Harris, Kris Kristofferson, Lyle Lovett, Steve Earle, Guy Clarke, Willie Nelson, and more. Townes’s alcoholism and life on the road finally caught up with him. At age 52 on New Year’s Day 1997, Townes died, leaving behind a legacy that won’t soon be forgotten.
This movie is meant as a continuation of Townes’s legacy, and certainly not an exposition of his life. There are so many unanswered questions left after this movie ends. So many events were left out or left unexplored. After I watched this movie the first time, I read a very informational book about Townes called “A Deeper Blue”. The book gave so much needed detail to the life of Townes. The movie is basically a collection of random tapes, songs, and recordings from Townes that often times don’t blend very well. On the other hand, this movie is an artful exploration into the life of Townes with a true and heartfelt feel that does nothing more than pays respect to this humble man.
See this movie. Only because Townes deserves your respect. Townes’s writing was unlike any other, and his tortured soul will lead yours to his whether you want it to or not. He had a hard life and never got the attention he deserved, and I’m not just saying that because I’m a “big fan”. I say that because I truly belive that Townes was a genius. Nobody wrote like he did. Nobody. His music is so captivating. The first song I heard from him was “Marie”, a heartbreaking ballad of a homeless couple. I couldn’t get enough. I then bought his self-titled album (A great place to start) and took off from there. The feelings one has when listening to Townes are indescribable. This movie is a great way to “get into” Townes. It features his most famous songs and commentary from very big names. It’s also absolutely heartbreaking.
I could end this analysis with a lyric from one of his songs, but I’ll end it with a quote.
“Aloneness is a state of being whereas loneliness is a state of feeling. It’s like being broke and being poor.”
-Townes Van Zandt
Townes Van Zandt
1944-1997
TO LIVE’S TO FLY





